Also, as I get older, my spelling (once excellent) seems to have waned a little. |
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Mine has too, and I've worked out what it is, for me, at any rate - and it's not incipient dementia.
I first noticed that my spelling gets very phonetic when I was free-writing in longhand, or in fast-and-furious first draft mode. The better I get at completely switching off the censor that judges and has opinions about what's hitting the page, the more easily my spelling slips into (partly) phonetic mode.
And then I noticed it in casual writing, such as here - where, again, I'm writing much more as I speak.
And then I realised that with both of those I'm absolutely "hearing" the words as the ideas form, and then they're running down my arms and out of my fingers (I'm a ten-finger typist so I'm not looking at my hands) and onto the page/screen. To check them (in the teaching sense) would result in them being checked (in sense of stopped-in-their-tracks).
And then I got it: imagining is (crudely put) a right-brain thing - free-ranging, uncensored, not examined - and spelling is (crudely put) a left-brain thing, turning ideas and images into a system of correct and not correct, linear, organised and (in a good way) checked, because if it's not spelt correctly, people won't know what you mean.
So you can take your spelling getting worse as a tribute to the fact that you're a writer whose imaginative world can now escape from your head and onto your crazy first draft page...
Just as long as you check it later.