I hope not.
I swore when the little blue line appeared that I'd never, ever take the self-satisfied or guilt-trip line of telling them how much I gave up/spent/suffered for them. Fortunately the clock isn't ticking - well, not so quickly - because I did get the deal. If I
had had to give up writing because of what they cost me (in all senses) I don't know whether I could have managed another forty or so years of self-restraint on the subject.
Emma