If I were you, Heather, I'd stop counting... you'll only depress yourself because, by the laws of average, you've got a long way to go...
Don't be too disheartened... there is someone out there for you... it's only a matter of time/perseverence/a thick skin/lots of luck...
Don't forget... this is one of the few businesses where 'not succeeding' is not the same thing as 'failing'. It only means you haven't rung the right bell yet... give it time, little one...