This is a real issue, and in many ways I feel even more indignant on their behalf. It's much more brutal and does much more damage to their lives to take someone on and then drop them than it is not to take them on in the first place. I'm busy trying to develop a second-string career, in case this happens, but it will still hurt like hell if it does. |
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Emma, this is what happened to me, and the damage it did to my life was pretty dramatic. The last few months have been especially tough, and that's part of the reason I haven't been on any forums for a while - real life was getting very hard to handle.
Some of you may remember the novel I was shopping last year, The Last of the Sugar Gods - a few of you gave it quite good reviews. Well, it went the rounds and nobody took it on, My ex-publisher didn't think it was commercial enough to make up fopr mediocre sales on my last book and so dropped me - this was my option novel. My agent wasn't prepared to shop it to other publishers because the subject matter - it was a historical novel set in Guyana - just wasn't commercial; nobody would want it, she said. India, now that was a different matter. Write about India, they all told me. India is sexy!
I decided to go it alone, look for a new agent. I had some interesting responses. Darley Anderson, who was recommended to me by an author friend who is his client, actually rang me up and chatted for half an hour. He agreed that Guyana was not trendy enough. He recommended Rogers Coleridge and White.
Bloomsbury, one of the few big publishers that take unagented mss, sent me a wonderful letter. An editor there really loved it but didn't know "where it would fit in on our list". She suggested looking for a more commercial publisher. So there I was. Not commercial for some, too commercial for others.
I tried American agents, but the interest there was very low.
After a while I dropped it and decided to rethink the matter.
My ex-agent always told me to "play the game". I never liked that concept. I can't write Indian fiction, or vampires, or erotica, just 'cos that's trendy right now, yanno.
But I realised I had to make a compromise, somewhere. I need to write from a Guyana background. That's where I grew up, and a rich and colourful setting it is too. I have so many stories to tell about growimg up in a British colony. This is part of British history, a corner totally ignored. Andrea Levy's Small Island only begins to touch on it. That's what I HAVE to write about. But if Guyana just isn't trendy enough for readers (according to the publishing top dogs) what am I to do?
Anyway, I was determined not to give up. What happened is that I got an idea. A high-concept, blockbuster, jaw-dropping premise; but one I could not only relate to but weave a story around with characters I love and human issues I can explore in depth; but most of all, SET IN GUYANA.
That seemed to do the trick. I wrote the book and began by querying American agents, and I got 11 manuscript requests, including two from the WIlliam Morris Agency - both in the US and here in London. A couple of rejections later I signed with an agent from Writers House - that was last week. That's one of the very big US agencies.
Ok that's just a first step, but a huge one, and the relief is great. My life went seriously off track due to being dropped by HarperCollins, or, seen from their side, my refusal to play the game.
So now I'm waiting for the next step forward, and it's scary. It's great to have an agent again, but every time she doesn't mail me for two days I feel sure she's changed her mind and wants to drop me! Total paranoia.