It hurts.My soul is shredded into pieces.I'm bleeding. i'm bleeding black blood.Am I that ugly inside? I'm filled with hatred.Hatred for myself.Hatred for who I
am. Hatred for what I am. Hatredfor what Iam not. I'm alone in a dark place.No light for me.For I am blind
to the world.Blind to love,beauty,and light. I bumble
and stumle in the darkness of my mind. People stare at me because they see the real me.I can't hide any more.I can't speak. Ican't breath. I'm suffocating.I'm dying and noone is there to save me.Someone please help me. I don't wanna die. I wanna live.I wanna see love,beauty,and light. I can't though I'm too steaped in sin and pain.This is my punishment for turning my back on God. I'm alone to face all the things that can hurt me. What isis it that can hurt me you ask? The darkness of my mind!