I hope the plane blows
the train comes off
into water
I hope

I am fearless

I hope the bus smacks into
concrete
I hope the car meets
lorry
I wish cancer hit me
today
I wish all the drink and drugs in the world

I am fearless

I wait eagerly for the next
fall to be the greatest fall
I hope it will be the
last but I know it goes
and I turn masochistic
I am fearless
BIG man beat me to a pulp
chop me up