I hurt
ok
i hurt
sorry can't say the three magic words.

I want to hold you
put my arms around you
kiss you senseless
but i can't say the three words.

We make love
yes love
not sex
but love.

strongly
passionately
all conclusive
a oneness

Yes i panic after we make love
and i mean love
not just sex
I don't know why i run
but i do.

I can't say the words
i will always be there
wanting you
needing you


Yes....loving you
so why do i run from you?

One person from the start
knew
she is still there
yes. even i was jealous of her.
She had the rapport i wanted


She cared
she loved you
too old for you
yet she pushed me on.

Why?
she knows me better than i know myself
knows my feelings
tells me openly

So can you
why can't i?
why do i run a mile?
i know i run

I know i hurt
i know i cry
i know i want
i know

I want you so much
i ache so much
i would die for you

so why?

Will we come the full circle?
will we part?
i know that you want me
so do i


What is holding me back?
i do not know
if i did i would tell you
tell you so

Perhaps it's the burning red in me
keeps me wanting
keeps me needing
needing you so.