A Small Plum
by Jacqui Whittingham
Posted: Monday, July 21, 2008 Word Count: 144 Summary: This poem was actually written several years ago, when a close friend was very ill with a brain tumour. Sadly we lost him 5 years ago this week, which made em feel it was time to rework this a little and let it see the light of day. The title was invoked by somebody describing his tumour as being " about the size of a small plum". I'm still uncomfortable about the last stanza in particular and wonder if some of it is a bit too sentimental? |
What’s going on inside your head
Oh, I can’t even guess
But I can sense your pain, your fear,
Of losses yet to come
Each day must be a milestone
Amid a blur of pain
Exhaustion must make you hide
From each new days birth
The darkest shade of night
Is when things are always worst
You’re so alone, yet you feel it there
Like a plum within your skull
If I could, I’d reach inside
And pluck it as it grows
I’d tear it out and mash it dead
And heal the hole with tears
But I can only sit and watch
While you shrink and burn
Those around you yearn and reach
But cannot touch your pain
And there is no other way
But wait and see and watch
As the life we know and care for
is supplanted by a tree
Oh, I can’t even guess
But I can sense your pain, your fear,
Of losses yet to come
Each day must be a milestone
Amid a blur of pain
Exhaustion must make you hide
From each new days birth
The darkest shade of night
Is when things are always worst
You’re so alone, yet you feel it there
Like a plum within your skull
If I could, I’d reach inside
And pluck it as it grows
I’d tear it out and mash it dead
And heal the hole with tears
But I can only sit and watch
While you shrink and burn
Those around you yearn and reach
But cannot touch your pain
And there is no other way
But wait and see and watch
As the life we know and care for
is supplanted by a tree