The Tattoist`s Woman
by HelenClare
Posted: Tuesday, December 13, 2005 Word Count: 269 |
The Tattooist’s Woman
He works in the studio below. Sometimes I pop down.
Sometimes he pops up. Tonight he’s late,
but I’m leaving him be. I push through a few more seams
and let the night he promised melt away.
The delicate needles draw from their reservoir of ink
deposit it accurately beneath the skin
and then move on. I sew with a ballpoint, the rounded end
eases between fibres and never splitting them.
Remember Howe - dreaming the eye at the base of the spear,
the sweating into sheets as he boiled in a cannibal’s pot.
The eye alone penetrates the fabric, the spool churning
and catching the loop in its own.
The top thread stays top. The bottom thread bottom.
They never swap. The fabric’s unmoved.
When he comes back up I fit the waistcoat to his shoulder
and he lets out his day – the Welshman and the dragon
covering a dodgy pin-up; the man with a son
named after a fading Northern town, three deaf lesbians, shy
yet one rubbing his back, knowing him tired and long past
closing time. He is proud of this tenderness,
offering it to me as I kneel to pull in the waistline.
I explain how silk pours - the fibres shifting against each other
like the molecules in water. All fabric is mesh
a fragile mass of force and friction.
I’m drowsing, when he flips me over with a filthy joke
digging his nails into my buttocks as I come,
drawing it out, his fingers piercing my skin, invisibly,
the last of my resistance seeping away with a hiss.
He works in the studio below. Sometimes I pop down.
Sometimes he pops up. Tonight he’s late,
but I’m leaving him be. I push through a few more seams
and let the night he promised melt away.
The delicate needles draw from their reservoir of ink
deposit it accurately beneath the skin
and then move on. I sew with a ballpoint, the rounded end
eases between fibres and never splitting them.
Remember Howe - dreaming the eye at the base of the spear,
the sweating into sheets as he boiled in a cannibal’s pot.
The eye alone penetrates the fabric, the spool churning
and catching the loop in its own.
The top thread stays top. The bottom thread bottom.
They never swap. The fabric’s unmoved.
When he comes back up I fit the waistcoat to his shoulder
and he lets out his day – the Welshman and the dragon
covering a dodgy pin-up; the man with a son
named after a fading Northern town, three deaf lesbians, shy
yet one rubbing his back, knowing him tired and long past
closing time. He is proud of this tenderness,
offering it to me as I kneel to pull in the waistline.
I explain how silk pours - the fibres shifting against each other
like the molecules in water. All fabric is mesh
a fragile mass of force and friction.
I’m drowsing, when he flips me over with a filthy joke
digging his nails into my buttocks as I come,
drawing it out, his fingers piercing my skin, invisibly,
the last of my resistance seeping away with a hiss.